Lately, when asked how I am I've begun telling folks I'm dying. Some folks say: "That's nice." Others just say, "Oh." Some ask how it feels.
Each day has been slightly more difficult -- mostly in terms of energy -- but when I rejoined to Autumn's inquiry she took it in stride. Always one to pry, I asked about her heritage. She'd been raised by her grandmother, a Ute, and told how the Ute's have a different perspective on death than the Kaibab Paiute (who apparently "claim," with a BIG sign, Pipe Spring Natl Monument).
She said the Ute believe that everything is comprised of energy and interconnected. And when we die our "shell" dies but our energy continues on just as it always has. I like the idea and on the spot, similar to "converting" to LBJ (Lead-Better Johnson's), I adopted it on the spot.
There was a garden out back that had this bit of rock art.
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So will your energy transposed continue to post, camp, review grounded artists, etc., or will that be it. No more posts. I could go back through all your posts and attempt to reconstruct a medical file. Knowing that the 'downward spiral' (as my doctor calls it) started with a heart attack or similar have you dismissed or missed options for invasive improvements?
ReplyDeleteI have several post scheduled...all, at present, post-demise; one on my birthday 12/24/20, another on 12/27/20 and he final 1/1/21.
DeleteThough I've heard and read accounts of apparitions I have yet to hear of any posting to their blogs. As fara as camping, etc., I'm not ruling anything out. I am, after all...MFH!
Dates of posts are, of course, subject to change.
I am reminded of a blog I followed call something like 'grouchy old man' 'man in a broken bus' who had traveled to his favorite place in the U.S., the bus broke down and then he lived in it for ten or fifteen years. One day his post was jibberish, worse than a Trump free form speech. All the comments were of the theme "You need to see a doctor NOW." That was his last post. The energy leaving must have nurtured the jibberish. You don't have a lot of people commenting. You might want to read your own posts as an 'energy departing' check.
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ReplyDeleteYou think my jibberish is becoming more pronounced?
I am not a medical professional. Your posts are far ranging, articulate and normally contain complete sentences, interesting photography and engaging snippets from real world art. Short answer, 'no.' I'm see if I can find the dead guy's last post which was interesting in that all of the wiring in his brain was shorting out. It was a long post, probably two hundred words of nonsense.
ReplyDeleteWho are you?
DeleteWhere are you?
You're one of the few I've wanted to meet.